✧ Networks ✧

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do you remember the first time you were called annoying?
how your breath stopped short in your chest
the way the light drained from your eyes, though you knew your cheeks were ablaze
the way your throat tightened as you tried to form an argument that got lost on your tongue.
your eyes never left the floor that day.
you were 13.

you’re 20 now, and i still see the light fade from your eyes when you talk about your interests for “too long,”
apologies littering every other sentence,
words trailing off a cliff you haven’t jumped from in 7 years.
i could listen to you forever, though i know speaking for more than 3 uninterrupted minutes makes you anxious.
all i want you to know is that you deserve to be heard
for 3 minutes
for 10 minutes
for 2 hours

there will be people who cannot handle your grace, your beauty, your wisdom, your heart;
mostly because they can’t handle their own.

but you will never be
and have never been
“too much.”

- "this started as something completely different, but everything comes back to you, doesn’t it?" - tyler ford (via tylerthelatteboy)


do you ever just get a vibe that someone has a crush on you and then you’re not sure if they actually do or if you’re just really really self-absorbed

99 90 80 53

99:Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not love, no.

90:Have you ever trusted someone too much?
Yes, unfortunately.

80:Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?

53:Are goodbyes hard for you?
Depends on who I’m saying bye to…it was easy to say bye to my highschool class after graduation. I take saying bye to my parents better than they do when I come back to school after visiting home. But some people, I just really don’t like leaving. I rarely cry over goodbyes, unless I’m not going to see the person for a very long time….like when my cousins moved to Arizona, or when my other cousins moved to Texas for the 80th time, or when one of my best friends left to Sydney, Australia.

♟ k u r o s h i t s u j i ♟